Weightless...

And this is one of those times when the emptiness inside me just sinks in and swallow me whole as I am transported through time and space.This whirlpool of darkness.A black hole.As I warp through time,I look back on everything that looked so tangible,so full of life.Everything that meant so much to me then.Everything I'd give up to get those moments back.Everything I am just to be who I was.Or maybe not.

I'm on the verge of something beautiful.Why waste it?I'd give everything except my current identity.For simple reasons,I am who I am because of who I was.

But I can't help but falter at times with thoughts running wild.With memories on constant replay and I relive each moment frame by frame,in super slow-mo.Though it can be painful to watch,I felt a certain amount of solace through these occasional mental time travel.There is only so much a closure can do,forgetting is not one of those.

They say that if your mind is constantly reminded of a particular incident,it means that you've not gotten over it.Have I not?Really?It disguised itself so perfectly that I'm uncertain.And doubts linger in your mind at all time.


I want to feel weightless because that would be enough,for now...


Manage me I'm a mess
Turn a page, I'm a book half unread

I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with, just because

I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough

Well I'm stuck in this effing rut
Waiting on a second hand pick me up
And I'm over, getting older

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

Make believe that I impress
That every word by design turns a head

I wanna feel reckless
I wanna live it up, just because

I wanna feel weightless
Cause that would be enough

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

This could be all that I've waited for
(Waited, I've waited for)
And this could be everything
I don't wanna dream anymore

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonnna be my year
And I've been going crazy
I'm stuck in here

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
(It's gonna be my year)
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
(Go nowhere)
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
(Everything I fear)
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here


Weightless by All Time Low.