Make A Decision...

This is a time for me to decide which of my commitments are the most important.It's not really that difficult to see just that it's difficult to say.The guilt of telling someone the disappointing news pains me and I try as much as possible to please everyone which can never be possible.Compromising is when you can do something about it but when you're given two completely different tasks in which occupies the whole day,there is no compromise.You have no choice but to pick only one,the most obvious being the one in which you either feel you're more needed or irreplaceable and the one you feel will affect your life more.Never have I been bothered with such commitment problems because of my lack of commitment and my unwillingness to try something new,until now.

This seems very unlike me to be considered having a life or at least some important things to attend to.I have to admit,from time to time,events such as this comes along which I'm very much involved in.As far as I know,I've picked the ones which has hot periods on different periods of the calendars and it's been according to plan.And because of this one-off involvement with someone that's not from our usual clients,I find myself having to deal with clashing of events.It's already decided which I'm going to attend,if the other one fails for whatever reasons however,I wouldn't mind being labelled the scapegoat.My only problem with that is the fact that I did try to make it best for all parties by sourcing and networking for replacements.It's not like I want something like this to happen or that I didn't do anything to try and help.

Enough about the rantings.It's easy living in my shoes,no doubt,until incidents like these came about every now and then.In other less important news,I've decided that I shall sit and wait for an angel to fall from the sky.Yes,I know sooner or later I would get up and start running again but at least for now,I'm resigned to this.Patience.I can neevr understand why and how people can be so fickle-minded or so simple-minded that they make can jump ships without looking.It's as if they overlook certain cracks which everyone knows will escalate to something more severe but yet,they choose to go ahead anyway with or without full knowledge.And of course I can't stand someone who contradicts his or her statement the day after.Anyways,(no link to any of the stuff written on top) congratulations Clement.Salute!And of course Shazlin,you too.As for me,watching and waiting from the sidelines is enough.


I made a decision and I shall stand by it...


A man stays in his house
He says no, I'm not leaving
You'll never scare me out
Not even if you throw your worst
I'll throw it down
And take it like a champion.
So here's your chance right now
Come on and make me foolish.

Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away

The world will slowly see
That life can be so easy
Without our fancy plates
We never eat off
Stop me when I've said enough
We create our own prison
We're locking people up
For needing money

Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away

Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away

Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away


Make A Decision by The Early November.