Mookies Last Christmas...

Yes,I know it's nowhere near Christmas but I thought I should just let the world know that life has a funny way of linking things together and turning it around.Just when you thought of how the phrase 'once bitten,twice is shy' rang true,things changed almost instantaneously.Lightning does strike twice at the same spot and I have lost total respect for someone whom I thought would change.I probably would have no say on how this person should lead his/her life but sometimes,you can just tell which are the right decisions to make and which will get you nowhere.

Maybe I'm being harsh and that I'm a heartless being who doesn't know what you are going through.How about looking it from my perspective,twice I've been made a fool.I could've let you get away with it the first time around since there wasn't really much of a choice.But this time around,you've confirmed it.I don't blame you,neither do I hate you.I guess it really is deja vu for the second day running.It is,by any chance,too much of a coincidence.

Love truly is blind,if that's what you even define as love.

Love knows no boundaries,if that's how you choose to see love's limits.

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."
- Woody Allen

Love is like a drug.It keeps us sane,yet it makes us insane.It gives us wings to fly,yet it chains us to the ground.It leaves us feeling numb inside,yet it frees the butterflies in our stomach.But one thing is for certain,love is addictive and leaves us longing and craving for more.

Maybe I'm skeptical about this feeling of being in love that I don't actually believe of it's true strength.Maybe it's really because I''ve really been in love to understand what it is.

And that reminds me,I too have made mistakes though it's nothing similar to what that person has done.Twice I thought I knew what it means.Third time lucky,hopefully.And when it fails,I will stop believing in luck either.


Mookies last Christmas...


From throat and eyes, came winter and reason
I'm told to carry on
Sad overwhelms, my senses drown
Oh, I feel dependent
The feeling that you were honestly gone
I can't shake it

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red and green all over me
Brings the things that she'll love
And I should let it fold over

We count the days left, 23
And all I know
Honestly, could I be protected
With you suddenly gone
The feeling that you were honestly gone
I can't shake it

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red and green all over me
Brings the things that she'll love
I should let it fold over

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red and green all over me
Brings the things that she'll love
I should let it fold over

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red and green covering me


Mookies Last Christmas by Saosin.