Coffee Break...

Today was one of those few days in which I made use of the holidays to do something productive.Ok maybe not exactly productive since all I did was sit and talk but it was meaningful nonetheless.Meeting up with Dawn made me think so much and it's quite rare for me to find someone whom I can speak to so comfortably and yet can share a non-violent heated debate.Not excluding our similarities in past mistakes and tragic stories of our very short,almost non-existant lives,or at least for me it is.Hopefully,we can patronise Raffles Place more regularly once school reopens for little catch ups,gossip talks and random rantings.

I think it's so awesome that we're both sort of writing our names into history.While she has got her short stories printed in books,I might possibly achieve the feat of getting our music into an EP(extended playlist,think pre-album) along with 2 other awesome bands Tacit Aria and Fire Away, Samson!.I don't think people actually read the credits of cds but if they do,they might possibly see my name printed.The thought of this collaboration is so exciting that I'm looking forward to all the jamming,recording,paperworks and whatever else that comes along with it no matter how tiring it may be.If everything goes well then we'll be ready by the middle of this year which is extremely rushed but I think it's good to work under pressure once in a while.We've been too dead for our own good so it's nice to have so many things to look forward to for once.Sure we may not all be rich and famous,or in the case of 17-year-old Federico Macheda,be Italian,good looking and scored 2 goals to save Manchester United from the deep fires of hell but hey,at least we're making progress.And like him,we're doing what we love doing and happiness is all that matters in this world.

I think it's also nice to know how much we showed that we've grown as a person.Maybe a year is too short a time to say but judging from our life stories,we've been through a lot.For me,I would say that if I have to relive every single second of my life,I would definitely do it all again.I wouldn't change a thing regardless of how much I regret doing something stupid or how I wish things could have turned out differently if I had done or said something differently.As much as I find myself having a very limited social circle and pretty much leading a no life kind of life,I wouldn't trade it for anything else.I like,no,I love my life the way it is.The best and most cliché excuse will be that everything in life happens for a reason no matter how insignificant.It could be good or bad,but regardless life goes on and seconds still turns to minutes.Nothing is going to change that.I'm not sure if there's always a greater good or a silver lining but maybe in years to come,I will find them out.


Until then,I'm two cups into my coffee breaks...


I'm two cups into my coffee break
I'm sitting alone in the café front way
Reading all by myself
I'm turning my cell off, just to breathe
Cause everyone I know just keeps calling me
And I just need a little time

Cause I've overcommitted myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Yeah, I'm guessing this is growing up

Dudu du, dudu du, oh oh

And my mom hates my guts
She has every reason to
For all the things I do
And it breaks me just to know
That I have torn her apart
So many times, so many times

Cause I've overcommitted myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Yeah, I'm guessing this is growing up

I don't wanna change
(I don't wanna change)
I wanna stay
(I wanna stay)
Right where I lay
Eyes closed, head down on the pillow
Better change, before it's too late
I'm guessing this is growing up

Now I'm done with my coffee break
I turn on my phone, now that I've grown up


Coffee Break by Forever The Sickest Kids.