Thunder...

February was supposed to be a good month,not anymore.I wanted to continue the story from the previous post but I guess there's a more urgent post than a story with parables of my daily life.Yesterday was a black day for me,that was the first time I teared this year.And it was the second time I teared for a guy,one being my grandfather's coma and death a few years back.To me,it felt like a heart break.A bullet straight into my brain.Eugene "Housefly Hwoarang" Lim has decided to leave SavingSomeone because of commitment issues.It's difficult for me to accept at first but I guess once someone has made his mind,I shouldn't stop him.He has given so much to the band,not just musically but also with his character.He has sacrificed his time,money,life and even the wrath of his mother to get into this business and we would be nothing without him.He has been a brother,a friend and more and I really wish he would continue this journey with us.To say I'm shocked and depressed is an understatement.At the same time,I don't want him to feel obligated to stay just because we're best of friends.

This band has become more than a big deal to me.It is everything that I hold on to and this incident has left me in crippled state of mind.It's killing me and every time I think about it,it'll just leave this sinking feeling inside me.I don't actually think it would affect me this much but now that I realised it,I guess there's just one more reason to want to stay in this country for as long as I possibly could.I don't intend on moving abroad,I want to make this my personal home with or without the band but I'd prefer it if it's with.I can't imagine myself without the band,we are as good as blood brothers.I would take a bullet for them because they mean the world to me.All I am praying for right now is that the rest of the band will take this on the chin and bounce back from this phase.SavingSomeone would like to give our biggest gratitude to Eugene for serving us well in his 2 year spell in the band and we wish him well in his future endeavours.We love you gayly,always.


Time ghosts past.Feelings fade away.Seasons come and go.Leaves wither and die.Rain stops with passing clouds.And thunder is nothing more than a reminder of what's left behind by lightning...


When he walks away
Nothing left to say
Never thought the end would be so near
So run away and hide
The pain you feel inside
Who ever thought the price would be so dear?
And you say

Baby, please believe me
Oh, please believe me
When I say that I'll see you again
But now you have to go
And I want you to know
This is goodbye, this is goodbye
(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well)
Say goodbye
(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well)
Say goodbye

Everyone you met
All the ones you had
Will never be the same without you here
So f*ck all the cliches
We'll say them anyway
There'll never be a day we won't believe
And you say

Baby, please believe me
Oh, please believe me
When I say that I'll see you again
But now you have to go
And I want you to know
This is goodbye, this is goodbye
(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well)
Say goodbye
(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well)
Say goodbye, say goodbye, fare thee well

Don't let the words you say slip away
Don't let the words you say fade away

(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well)
Say goodbye, say goodbye, say goodbye
(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well)
Say goodbye, say goodbye, say goodbye
(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well)
Say goodbye
(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well)
Say goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well
Goodbye, goodbye, fare thee well...


Thunder by Astroninja.