Candles...

Hello world,I am proud to say that I have survived 18 years of my life.Never have I thought that this day would come so quickly when I can actually brag that I'm legal and that I'm still kicking.I didn't get drunk,I didn't get laid,all I did to celebrate the day was projects,Oops! upcoming event proposal,church and family dinner.Every now and then,I received messages from friends and schoolmates and it's actually kind of surprising to see that some of them still remembered me,which of course is a good thing.I must say that I don't really feel much difference as to how I felt yesterday but probably,I get a slightly better than usual treatment today.At least today I feel important,or rather loved in one way or another.Nonetheless I enjoyed every bit of today,because every once in a while,I want to be remembered and this occasion definitely makes me feel good about myself.Temporary joy and after that,back to business.

A big thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday via MSN,SMS,Facebook and/or in person.A big thank you to everyone who gave me awesome comfort food and drink because that's what I've been getting.I'm not complaining of course,I love green tea,chocolates and ice cream.A big thank you also to everyone who made the extra effort to make this birthday special and different for me.I especially like how it's so quiet that it feels like it's non-existant but yet I feel far more satisfied than last year.I guess as you age,you tend to mellow down.Or maybe it's just the economy that makes it seem gloomy.Let's see if I get my birthday wish,though technically I didn't have a cake or a candle.Still,I do have only one thing in mind for what would be make my 18th year much more than just any other year.I appreciate it and I love everyone.Sorry,am a bit cranky now,I shall post a proper serious one the next round.


Blow the candles out,looks like a solo tonight...


The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but "you're sorrys"
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright...


Candles by Hey Monday.