Choose The One Who Loves You More...

For once,I've actually neglected this space.The week's been hectic,all the deadly deadlines to deal with and disgusting economics.I probably scored a hell lot for alliteration in the last sentence with 4 words starting with d's,wait is it even called alliteration?Anyway,it's almost Chinese New Year and the best thing about it is,the holidays.Not so much the red packets because I don't receive them since I've noone to visit and most,if not all,the shops are closed which sucks even more.But hey,I get to spend 2 extra loser days at home and that can only be a good thing.Indulge myself in kinds of amusement like trying to kick ass in the Facebook games which are slightly addictive and Fifa Online 2 though it's duper laggy.Whoever owns a Fifa Online 2 account,please add me up so we can play together,that'll be really fun.I've been getting owned by strangers because my players aren't developed yet but I went ahead and challenged the people anyway because I was too bored of playing against bots.

Anyway,over the past week I've been given two offers.One from Weiwen of For This Cycle and the other by Ryan.Both are really promising though in very different ways,nonetheless they're both very attractive.I'm actually pretty unsure if I have to make a sacrifice but as far as I know,I don't think I have to,except time and money of course.But whatever the case,I'll forsake both if I have to for the benefit of SavingSomeone which will always be my number one gun.We finally completed 2 new songs but judging from response,I'm not sure how they will fare in the future but we'll see how it goes.


He went to the front porch and opened his letterbox.Two envelopes laid,waiting to be opened and read.Surprised but excited at the same time.He grabbed them and tried to figure out who they were from but whoever sent them didn't seem to want to leave any trace behind.No postage stamps,no return adress,not even the recipient's address."Wrong house,probably?"he thought to himself.Whatever the case,they were hand delivered and the postman couldn't possibly get the address wrong.

"What's this?"referring to the minute inscription at the bottom right hand corner of both envelopes.He went back indoors and placed them on the study table to get better lighting off the table lamp.

'To Love',one wrote and 'To Be Loved' the other.He leaned back and sat motionless with the letters on each hand."Does this mean that,I have to make a choice?"he wondered.It seemed very likely though.Taken aback he left them for the moment to get hid head back in shape."Coffee's calling..."

That has always been excuse whenever he faced such a situation.He goes for a quick fix and pretend nothing happened.It was his way of escaping the reality,only God knows how many times he practiced his escapism therapy.

To Love,to continue fighting for what you believe is good for you regardless of another's opinion.Having the ability to give up everything you believe is worth sacrificing in order to get what you want or what you truly deserve.The longing feeling of wanting to spend the rest of your life with that one person though it may not be right or good for the other party.Deserving at times,selfish in most and selfless in others.

To Be Loved,the situation in which you gave yourself up for the benefit of others.The joy and smile you managed to bring into people's lives in exhange of your own.The ability to make a change in people's life through ways you believe may not be right or good.The comforting feeling of being with the ones who really loved you for who you are,inside out.Selfless at times,deserved in most and selfish in others.

Choose the one who loves you more,choose the one whom you love more...


Rain, rain, rain on my mind
I've got a secret life
Wipe, wipe, wipe it away
Nothing can make me dry

Fight all the while
Fight til I think I'm free
Feel rains we never see
Beautiful secret lives

It can make you face all your fears
It can make you face all your fears

Oh, smile, smile in a day
Fear takes its place at night
Oh, oh, I'm pretty in the rain
I love your secret life

It can make you face all your fears
It can make you face all your fears

I could leave you well enough alone
Believe and you'll be overcome
And gone by grace away
Better off than if I stayed

I could leave you well enough alone
Believe and you'll be overcome
And gone by grace away
Better off than if I stayed

I could leave, you walk away
We'll save it for another day
Through all the wars I've come to know
It's punches pulled, not towels thrown in

When they come knocking on your heart's door
Choose the one who loves you more
And when you've found something to die for
(Make you face all your fears)
They'll be knocking on your heart's door
(Make you face all your fears)
When they come knocking on your heart's door
(Make you face all your fears)
Choose the one who loves you more
(Make you face all your fears)
And when you've found something to die for
(Make you face all your fears)
They'll be knocking on your heart's door
(Make you face all your fears)
When they come knocking on your heart's door
(Make you face all your fears)
Choose the one who loves you more
(Make you)


Choose The One Who Loves You More by Copeland.