The Coldest Heart...

This is the first in a really long time that I abandoned my blog for a week.I'm sure all of you are familiar with the sudden surge of things to be done and the shitty tests although I'm considered lucky to not have exam weeks like other tertiaries.But that doesn't mean I'm slacking my butts off the last few weeks of the term,we have unofficial exam weeks with the CA papers and project deadlines stretching every bit of my brain cell.As soon as the holiday starts,I'm going to head down to my ex-favourite chillax hang out and stone there for the next few ages.And then,I'll visit a rather foreign area and snap some pictures to put up on Flickr or maybe I might end up visiting the place earlier if my next photography assignment is appropriate enough.And then I'll take myself to every single Mrt station and get myself lost dicovering all kinds of weird and never before seen places.Only then will I return Adam's Dslr and jet off to Indonesia for Christmas.

Again,it's going to be my first in a really long time that I'm actually celebrating Christmas in my home country although there isn't much difference as the condition here since there's no snow either.The only difference is that I've got to see my family and savour the mood with those whom I've rarely spend time with.Now that is a potential Mastercard moment right there.As usual,there's not going to be any big parties.It's going to be a quiet evening in which we just soak in the festive season with the ones we truly loved and not become unproductive stupidities like getting wasted.Getting wasted in ice cream is allowed though,just not alcoholic stuff.Some may call me boring and unhip but hey,it's my life.I think alcohol is best when you enjoy them sparingly,that way you won't get addicted and you get to really make the moment worth all the wait.Sure,Christmas only comes a year,but hold that liquor because in a couple of days,you're going to have to pop another bottle/can/jug(depending on what you drink) to welcome the new year so that's not sparingly already.Anyway back to the visit back home,I'm going to haunt the shopping malls for cheap goodies especially clothes and a new school bag.Plus,I'm going to swallow all the good food because I'm starting to crave for them yet again.

At the same time,my cousin from America will be dropping by Singapore and then to Indonesia to meet the folks of his future fiancee.I remembered mentioning him and his long-distance girlfriend who is working here in my previous post though it must have been eons ago.Boy am I glad to see another celebratory moment so I pray that everything will go smoothly.In exchange for all my luck and best wishes,he's going to deliver me some awesome stuff from the U S and A and I can't wait to receive them because I've been waiting for them since forever.Hopefully,he managed to get them for me too.Of course,I won't kill him if he didn't because he's doing me a favour after all so I should be grateful if he did and thankful that he took the trouble to even look for them.I shall reveal the early Christmas presents when and if I receive them.

Anyway,I shall end off the post with a little rant on the December plans.After my three weeks holiday,I'll have to go back to school for a few stinking days 29 and 30 December and 2nd January if Joshua's right that it's not a holiday still.This is definitely the most anti-climatic part of this post.I could've spent the new year in Indonesia for the first time in half of my lifespan but no,polytechnic chose not to declare that week off.Still,I'm satisfied much because unlike Temasek Polytechnic,we SP-ians get to enjoy 3 solid weeks of holiday.So take that Jialin and Ryan,hah.I'm praying for another cold week ahead.


With each passing day,his heart grew colder just like the progression from autumn to winter...


A couple of years and I'm a silhouette
My halo is broken now and I'm all that's left
I hate to disappoint but it's the way things went
I was bound to the things I did
And after what was said
Tie up these loose ends
These voices are calling me out
I've got the solution
You can feed me to something
That is leaving this doubt

Whoa, I'm losing hope
There's a hole in my heart
That's been cut out of stone
Whoa, cold comes, cold goes
Could you fill this hole?
Cause I can't do it alone

A couple of tears and I'm a broken mess
The sadness has taken me far too deep in regret
So sing me a song about something good
My heart's on the thrashing floor
And I've done every single thing I could
I use to believe in aome kind of feeling
That could change everything I thought I knew
But that door is closed and my heart feels like it's frozen
If you hear me I can't feel you

Whoa, I'm losing hope
There's a hole in my heart
That's been cut out of stone
Whoa, cold comes, cold goes
Could you fill this hole?
Cause I can't do it alone

The coldest heart can be brought to life
When it's thrown into the fire of goodbyes
The coldest heart can be brought to life
When it's thrown into the fire of goodbyes
The coldest heart can be brought to life
(Can be brought to life)
When it's thrown into the fire of goodbyes
The coldest heart can be brought to life
When it's thrown into the fire of goodbyes

Whoa, I'm losing hope
There's a hole in my heart
That's been cut out of stone
Whoa, cold comes, cold goes
Could you fill this hole?
Cause I can't do it alone

Whoa, I'm losing hope
There's a hole in my heart
That's been cut out of stone
Whoa, cold comes, cold goes
Could you fill this hole?
Cause I can't do it alone

I've got the coldest heart
I've got the coldest heart
(Cause I can't do it alone)
I've got the coldest heart
I've got the coldest heart...


The Coldest Heart by The Classic Crime.