I Am Understood?

A big hip,hip,hooray to the holidays.I know my exams ended on Thursday night but I have been busy celebrating the end of it by playing Tekken and other non-useful things in life.Had Green Tea Frappucino with Ain on Friday and we bumped into Sarah from SP,not literally.Another reason to celebrate is that the weather is generally cooler the past few because it's been either raining or cloudy so let's hope it continues.More cool weather equals to more sleep time and more lazy-feeling which equates to me more likely staying at home to rot which equates to saving some money since I doubt that I'll make myself more useful by working.I'm going to live up to my tag for being one of the 7 deadly sin,sloth.This doesn't mean that I don't do the other 6 sins but I believe that I'm more of this as compared to the others.

Anyway,Kathleen sort of made me re-do my personality test because I forgot my results and it turns out pretty much,the predicted answer.Not from me though,she was the one who predicted it.If you have time to kill,like I do,use it to learn more about yourself because it's pretty darn accurate and it's pretty recognised be people from all around the world,I think.Here's the link,http://domwebserver.hitchcock.org/mbti/ and don't worry about making a new profile.It's veyr straightforward,just a basic username and password,not some personal information like occupation,how much you earn,etc.Click here to view the 134 pages long of every single type of combinations one person can get.In case anyone's curious,I'm type INFP.Introverted,Intuitive,Feelings,Perceiving.

According to the results,I'll make a good writer *cough cough*,counselling(hmmm?) and basically anything to do with the arts(I'm supposedly creative).I'm deep,intelligent,creative and a good listener.I'm better in expressing myself by writing more than by speaking which makes me wonder why the hell I am doing media and communication when public speaking isn't my preferred way of expression.Then again,I've learnt that there's much more to communication than just conversation.And yes,I'm the type of person who needs a career rather than a job,thus I shouldn't work as someone that I do not aspire to be which is something I find very true.It's like one of my principles in life,to pursue my passion.I am a perfectionist(something which I don't realise until now),sensitive,complex,individualistic and egalitarian(view each person as an individual),prefer working alone and wants to be appreciated for who they are.

Relationships-wise,I'm fiercely loyal and committed,sensitive and perceptive to what others are feeling,driven to meet other's needs,flexible and prefer few long contact friends than many short contact friends.Shy,reserved especially in expressing feelings,tendency to blame themselves for problems,have difficulty leaving a bad relationship and don't like to have personal space invaded..Lastly,I follow my heart more than my brain which is why I tend to be irrational.At least now I have an excuse in doing what I'm doing.So basically,this report has sort of helped me know myself even better now.Especially things which I don't normally realise.So this is what the discovering your hidden area mean,in Johari Window terms.The real theory,not the song.So I guess I understand myself better now and that I am understood...


Sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to you
To hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
This version of myself, I try to hide behind
I'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified

And sometimes I'm so thankful for your loyalty
Your love regardless of the mistakes I make will spoil me
My confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me
And I'm satisfied to realize you're all I'll ever need

You looked into my life and never stopped
And you're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And you recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know, I am understood

And sometimes I spend my time just trying to escape
I work so hard so desperately in an attempt to create space
Cause I want distance from the utmost important thing i know
I see your love, then turn my back and beg for you to go

You looked into my life and never stopped
And you're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And you recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know, I am understood

You're the only one who understands completely
You're the only one knows me yet still loves completely

And sometimes the place I'm at is at a loss for words
If I think of something worthy I know that it's already yours
And through the times I've faded and you've outlined me again
You've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then

You looked into my life and never stopped
And you're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And you recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know, I am understood

The noise has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation
Your voice has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation

The noise has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation
Your voice has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation

The noise has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation
Your voice has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation

The noise has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation
Let me embrace, let me embrace salvation...


I Am Understood? by Relient K.